"There is a first time for everything ", people around you say
You never believe it until it comes
And what if it does?
You will always remember
The first music sound you made
The first story you created
The first friendship you formed
The first futile love of yours
The first palm subtly dragged
along your shoulder
You will always remember
The day you and melody became one
The day you shared a brand new world
The day you hanged out with company
The day love made you sick in vain
The day of the first moments of passion
You will always remember
Your first composition
Your first time of breaking the universal wall
Your first card game and "lighter"
Your first day of your hopes becoming reasonable
Your first contact, uniting body and soul
You will always remember
The first song you came to hate
The first disruption of meaning continuity
The first revealed secret
The moment you plummeted in darkness,
along with your hopes
The moment you plummeted in remorse,
and guilt
They say that there's a first time for everything
You don't believe it until it comes
You may not even want it until it happens
And what if it does?
You will remember all
Each and every first time
But you will also remember something more
important
The day, the moment, the first time
when you woke up
and looked chaos straight in its eyes